Schoooool.

Is heaps fun :) I found myself coming home from school today in the car and I was just smiling, I couldn't quite work it out. Then I realised why I'm so happy.. it's because for the first time in a VERY long time, I actually care about something and it's one of the nicest feelings of the world :) Life is going unexpectedly swimmingly and I couldn't be more chuffed. Who knew someone could be so amused by the thought of a due date on an assignment or just the normal rigmaroles of getting to class on time. It's all very intriguing. Here's hoping it doesn't wear off soon :)

I've decided to play indoor netball, the only thing now missing from a normal 'teenage' routine is a casual job. Boy oh boy do I need money for a car. It's driving me crazy (no pun intended ;P ). Rexy's out looking for one for me at the moment and I'm lucky to have him because he - quote "know's his shit" haha. He's ace : )


That is all for today :)
I miss RM, as usual.
<3 Routine Ashy.

Rhyming words and such..

I have no need for you
It was just comfortable to
Lie, and wait
Simply just to contemplate
Last week the sky was bluer
Life is becoming twisted, obscure.
I didn't seek you out, you found me
Now what's left is left to history
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Leaving with me, my demons inside.
So call me predictable, and call me lonely
But I never wanted white picket fences and something homely.
I wanted dancing in the rain
Singing my way to fame

-- All i wanted was you.

Don't know how you lovely you aree :)

Had a wonderful day :) Get to see RM, miss him when he's not around.. even if I seem like I'm not there all the time haha. Although he is quite the devil when it comes to making me want jackets hehe. Can't wait for Saturday. Bendigo mish should be ace! : )

So anyways, I've concluded my Just Jeans Wishlist.. and it looks a lil' something like this..

Yep, that's about it :) would be quite content with that. $350 later.. not bad I suppose :D Helllllo Birthday (ha ha) <3 If I can wait that long.

I'm such a selfish, greedy person, but I'm totally okay with it :)

Goodbye for now,
xo Foolish Ashy :)

12.30 -

Good afternoon,
Today was a very fun filled morning. It consisted of me waking up at 7.30 am (eww) and going to school, only to be told that I could go home at recess :D Not bad for a first day.. if I do say so myself.. found people in my class that I already knew :) So that's a bonus. Hopefully this year won't be a complete waste of time :)

So I came home, and went car hunting with Rexy. It gets me excited. . Only 50 days until my Birthday!! and that's it.. time could stop for all I care and the day I turn 19 will be a very sad day, but worth it nevertheless :)

I'm very happy at the moment because Nan has offered to give me her flat for when I go to Groovin' the Moo :D So that's solves the good old accomodation problem and RM will be happy he doesn't have to drive and can have a few ice cold beverages :D

Other then that, I just discovered that He is We finally have merch available and I'm terribly excited. If I didn't have a phone bill that was an equivalent to a deposit on a house ... I'd be shipping those t-shirts over faster then you can say Telstra are shit kents, haha.

You can find the shirts here :)
http://www.districtlines.com/He-Is-We

But in case you're too lazy to click the link to have a perve.. have a squiz to your left < and check that bad boy out.

Ahh if only they had a hoodie <3







On a completely different subject, I must mentioned my new findings whilst fishing through Youtube in my seemingly endless spare time.

He call's himself Ruka Ruka and is quite talented in creating Parody's of current, popular songs. To some he may come across as somewhat offensive and racist.. but I don't believe so.. maybe because I actually HAVE a humor.. who knows. Anyhow here's a couple I've previewed.







Anyhow, that's about it for today. I'm too brain dead from my whole hour and a half of schooling to sound even remotely insightful. Get more sleep, yes that can be my message for the day.

Sayonara kiddies,
Ashy xo

Ankle boots.

-- are definitely taking my fancy this year :) I wish i wasn't so tall, I'd live in heels year round, unfortunately I look like a bean stalk. But still.. it can't hurt to look :) Here's some I've found, and could never possibly afford hahahaha.

I've been sitting here for a while now trying to write something meaningful. I've changed music genres, had snacks, drank a small ocean of tea and nothing seems to fit. Although I'm totally falling for anything performed acoustically by Coldplay. My oh my, what did humans do before Youtube. It's truly marvelous, and makes me contemplate just how much I truly rely on technology. Here's one clip I'm totally head over heels for :)




Is it just me or do the years seem to be passing by faster? I'm learning lately, that time does in fact not wait for anyone and that you have to seize any opportunity once it presents itself. There's risk and then there's calculated risk, but the way I see it.. the only way to fail is to never attempt what your heart desires. It's all a bit melancholic really, the arduous decision on whether to leap for fear you may fall. Unfortunately life doesn't come with safety nets, but that's half the fun right? Who knows.. all I know at the moment is, everything is going along fine.. Life's returning to what most resemble as normality and honestly I couldn't be happier. Who knows, I may even settle down into this routine lifestyle.. just up until I'm ready to make my next drastic move and get on up and outta here. I swear I have some Gypsy blood in me from somewhere.

I will succeed.
AshleyLaurenH.

It has been a while ;)

Although .. I'm sure noone reads this anyways :D

.. NEWS :) Totally left singledom Sunday, and I'm just as shocked as anyone else ha ha.

and I'm starting at Wanganui on Wednesday.. now I just need to find a job, and my life will once again resemble some sanity and consistency :) YAY :D

Can't be bothered writing :)

Must wash hair. :D

xo Ashy

Take me as I am

Yet another boring day, at least today was filled with 45 minutes with RM. Totally made it worth it :)

Summer has finally left us and wow do I miss it :( Although the colder months are great for cuddling in bed.. nothing beats waking up in the morning and feeling the sun warm your skin and flow through your veins.


I don't have a lot to say tonight,
so I'm afraid it's going to be a boring blog, but a blog nonetheless.

A.H out :) x

Bonsoir, mes amis.

I find myself sitting here once again with a blank screen. Words are such delightful things, and quite often in my writing I don't plan my topics, so I never know what my words will bring :)

Today was a very simple day, boring nevertheless. Had a hideous sleep, which is very rare. I pride myself on sleep being one of the activities I'm rather extraordinary at, although I'm sure many claim this. My days are filled with texing RM and playing Grand Theft Auto. I'm still waiting for the school to call me and see if and when I can officially enrol and start. Nothing is certain :( and I know my track record is absolutely disgusting.. so I'm not getting my hopes up.

I feel very gutted whenever I look at my school reports. Year 7 and 8 couldn't have been any better, I was getting A+'s in literally every subject. I was the poster child for nerds everywhere. Many people would exclaim that I would be the child who could do anything. That's a lot of pressure to set someone up with. Teachers seen my job prospects as any career with a big pay packet. What happens if I wanted to be a janitor, a car salesperson or a dog walker? Would it be so wrong. Very slowly I stopped caring about my grades and slowly I started to fall. Although it may have been a self-sabotage it was my only way of saying 'stuff you' you teachers, and boy oh boy do I regret it now. Everywhere you go, your report will follow you, it's just the society we live in these days. Life experience and mental ability play second hand to what's stamped onto a piece of paper at the end of an evaluation period. Sad, but evidently the truth. I'm hoping that I receive this chance to change my report, and find myself with a 'ticket to sucess' in whatever career I CHOOSE to seek.

On a completely different note, I just have to mention how happy I am. :) RM makes me smile like no other (gag) and is quite likely one of the sweetest people in the world, or at least in my world (the only one that counts) anyways.

Well there's my rant. I only write it because sillly, sillllly, megavideo told me I've watched 72 minutes. How saddening.

Faites de beaux rêves mes chéries et bonne nuit!

Ashy xx

Here she comes again..

Two posts in two days, whoa it's nothing short of a miracle :)

Today has been very lazy, although it was good to spend time with Father. We seem to be back to our usual ritual of Sunday fast food lunchtime sessions, even though it was Monday. Free food is always worth it :)

I became very bored this afternoon and thought it would be amusing to 'aquire' one of the Zumba DVD's and my word, I can't stop laughing. I only wish I thought of taking basic latin moves and selling them to fat housewives everywhere. I feel I'll never encounter my niche market and make my small fortune. I don't care how much money I make in life as long as I have enough to buy my French castle haha, so only need about 20 or so mil, can be done :P :)

Speaking of jobs, I'm on the lookout tomorrow. Hoping to find something after school. Not that I have a school to attend currently. I'm very up in the air with everything and just floating here and there. I can't wait to knuckle down and settle in to a dam normal routine.

So as most people heard on the news the Shepparton area was flooded, trees were brought down and the storm was claimed to have elements of a 'tornado'. Welll.. that's interesting.. We've been bombarded with phone calls from family asking if we're alright. How ridiculous. It was a bit of rain and yes I know we've been in a drought since '97 but seriously.. no need to freak out. I like the way the rain makes the grass look a luscious green and the blades of grass all look shiny and new, like they've been polished individually giving them a fresh and new feeling.

I've got the Itunes on shuffle, and laughing amorously at what I'm managing to dig up.

It is now 12.30 am and in technical terms, I failed to deliver my two posts in two days, but I'm sure I can be forgiven.

Until next time remember,

Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves . . for they shall never cease to be amused.

--- I think that sums me up pretty nicely.

:) ashy xx

I'm back :)

I believe it time to write a new entry to my blog :) It's been a couple of months since my last post so I'm sure there has to be something I can fill you in on :D

A lot has changed, I'm becoming a much happier person then the person I read about in my previous blogs. I've had an amusing run.. a lot has happened, I've moved, had failed attempts at various situations, I've worked, partied hard, moved home, lived, loved and lost.

It's storming outside and I couldn't imagine anything more picturesque. I adore when glorious days turn into brutal, wind fueled storms. It just shows that with beauty there is also a tinge of ugliness and although it be rare, you cannot deny it's irreverent existence. You get that slight feeling of insecurity, a small jolt of fear and you are subconsciously reminded that you're not always safe.. so baton down the hatches and enjoy the view.

Now I'm very aware that my blogs contain no flow, and marginal coherency but once I get a thought I must write about it and simply cannot contain myself. I suppose it is all part of my style, like it or leave it :)

I think that will do it for today.

Tomorrow I may just ramble on about my failed attempt of moving to Sydney, seeings as so many people are evidently curious. One day I'll also rant about how I've met someone who is changing me for the better :)

SUBSCRIBE :)

Or I'll be sad.. :)

Ashy x.