Happy :)

In fact.. so much so it's completely ridiculous. The thought of you makes my head spin, my legs shake and my stomach turn. Your voice sends tingles to every part of my body, and with your beautiful blue eyes I see you staring into my soul, as you see me for who I truly am, based on no judgement of me as a person.You bring out in me everything I leave on the inside wishing to be brought out. I feel myself being that cute, innocent 4 year old again with eyes as wide as the skies and dreams as tall as the mightiest of mountains. My innocence has been regained and my faith in the general human race restored. You've taught me to love again, trust again, traits I've spent majority of my years trying to block from my emotional repertoire. You bring back enthusiasm I thought I'd long left behind, along with my general happiness and my drive to succeed..  I know that I can do anything I set my mind to with you beside me and honestly nobody has made me smile more. Your touch makes my spine shiver as I go into simultaneous convulsions and the goosebumps rise on my skin whilst your flawless finger tips seamlessly run graciously over them. To me you are perfect and anything I achieve I know you'll be standing right next to me and honestly I couldn't ask for anything else. I know situations could be different and my scenario so incredibly altered, but in my heart I truly believe I wouldn't have anything different, because you are what keeps me grounded and I don't know what I'd do with out you (:

I am in love and couldn't be happier.

Mushy Ash,
over and OUT.

I love..

my boyfriend :)


and if he is reading this,

boyfriend..aka RM. .aka marshmallow.

GET OFF MY BLOG :)

Schoooool.

Is heaps fun :) I found myself coming home from school today in the car and I was just smiling, I couldn't quite work it out. Then I realised why I'm so happy.. it's because for the first time in a VERY long time, I actually care about something and it's one of the nicest feelings of the world :) Life is going unexpectedly swimmingly and I couldn't be more chuffed. Who knew someone could be so amused by the thought of a due date on an assignment or just the normal rigmaroles of getting to class on time. It's all very intriguing. Here's hoping it doesn't wear off soon :)

I've decided to play indoor netball, the only thing now missing from a normal 'teenage' routine is a casual job. Boy oh boy do I need money for a car. It's driving me crazy (no pun intended ;P ). Rexy's out looking for one for me at the moment and I'm lucky to have him because he - quote "know's his shit" haha. He's ace : )


That is all for today :)
I miss RM, as usual.
<3 Routine Ashy.

Rhyming words and such..

I have no need for you
It was just comfortable to
Lie, and wait
Simply just to contemplate
Last week the sky was bluer
Life is becoming twisted, obscure.
I didn't seek you out, you found me
Now what's left is left to history
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Leaving with me, my demons inside.
So call me predictable, and call me lonely
But I never wanted white picket fences and something homely.
I wanted dancing in the rain
Singing my way to fame

-- All i wanted was you.

Don't know how you lovely you aree :)

Had a wonderful day :) Get to see RM, miss him when he's not around.. even if I seem like I'm not there all the time haha. Although he is quite the devil when it comes to making me want jackets hehe. Can't wait for Saturday. Bendigo mish should be ace! : )

So anyways, I've concluded my Just Jeans Wishlist.. and it looks a lil' something like this..

Yep, that's about it :) would be quite content with that. $350 later.. not bad I suppose :D Helllllo Birthday (ha ha) <3 If I can wait that long.

I'm such a selfish, greedy person, but I'm totally okay with it :)

Goodbye for now,
xo Foolish Ashy :)

12.30 -

Good afternoon,
Today was a very fun filled morning. It consisted of me waking up at 7.30 am (eww) and going to school, only to be told that I could go home at recess :D Not bad for a first day.. if I do say so myself.. found people in my class that I already knew :) So that's a bonus. Hopefully this year won't be a complete waste of time :)

So I came home, and went car hunting with Rexy. It gets me excited. . Only 50 days until my Birthday!! and that's it.. time could stop for all I care and the day I turn 19 will be a very sad day, but worth it nevertheless :)

I'm very happy at the moment because Nan has offered to give me her flat for when I go to Groovin' the Moo :D So that's solves the good old accomodation problem and RM will be happy he doesn't have to drive and can have a few ice cold beverages :D

Other then that, I just discovered that He is We finally have merch available and I'm terribly excited. If I didn't have a phone bill that was an equivalent to a deposit on a house ... I'd be shipping those t-shirts over faster then you can say Telstra are shit kents, haha.

You can find the shirts here :)
http://www.districtlines.com/He-Is-We

But in case you're too lazy to click the link to have a perve.. have a squiz to your left < and check that bad boy out.

Ahh if only they had a hoodie <3







On a completely different subject, I must mentioned my new findings whilst fishing through Youtube in my seemingly endless spare time.

He call's himself Ruka Ruka and is quite talented in creating Parody's of current, popular songs. To some he may come across as somewhat offensive and racist.. but I don't believe so.. maybe because I actually HAVE a humor.. who knows. Anyhow here's a couple I've previewed.







Anyhow, that's about it for today. I'm too brain dead from my whole hour and a half of schooling to sound even remotely insightful. Get more sleep, yes that can be my message for the day.

Sayonara kiddies,
Ashy xo

Ankle boots.

-- are definitely taking my fancy this year :) I wish i wasn't so tall, I'd live in heels year round, unfortunately I look like a bean stalk. But still.. it can't hurt to look :) Here's some I've found, and could never possibly afford hahahaha.

I've been sitting here for a while now trying to write something meaningful. I've changed music genres, had snacks, drank a small ocean of tea and nothing seems to fit. Although I'm totally falling for anything performed acoustically by Coldplay. My oh my, what did humans do before Youtube. It's truly marvelous, and makes me contemplate just how much I truly rely on technology. Here's one clip I'm totally head over heels for :)




Is it just me or do the years seem to be passing by faster? I'm learning lately, that time does in fact not wait for anyone and that you have to seize any opportunity once it presents itself. There's risk and then there's calculated risk, but the way I see it.. the only way to fail is to never attempt what your heart desires. It's all a bit melancholic really, the arduous decision on whether to leap for fear you may fall. Unfortunately life doesn't come with safety nets, but that's half the fun right? Who knows.. all I know at the moment is, everything is going along fine.. Life's returning to what most resemble as normality and honestly I couldn't be happier. Who knows, I may even settle down into this routine lifestyle.. just up until I'm ready to make my next drastic move and get on up and outta here. I swear I have some Gypsy blood in me from somewhere.

I will succeed.
AshleyLaurenH.